major depression. equal opportunity bigot. i hate everyone today. lung biopsy next friday. panic attacks are pretty much six or seven a day now. wondering how much longer i can go on. no humor in life right now. i'm sure it will come back, it always does. 

 

there is a nerve that runs from the back of your cornea to the top of your colon.  to sever this cord is serious stuff, called an optiectomy.  it gets rid of that shitty outlook on life you have.

 

i think i need one.