I guess I am feeling a bit better today. On average, I don’t really go in to depression a whole lot.  It isn’t very productive and I absolutely hate it when it happens.

 

I don’t often go on the pity party wagon.  I guess its not in my nature?  I don’t know.  I am one of those totally obnoxious people who say things like…

 

If you don’t want to your life to control you, then control your life.

 

If I weren’t me, I would probably beat myself to death !!

 

So, anyway.

 

I did NOT buy another pack of cigs this morning when I ran into town to get the money for the well test.  We have to have our well tested because, well, (I am laughing out loud at that play on words, how sick am I?) we have kids, and ya know, with kids you need to be careful about stuff like that.  Of course, we HAVE lived her now for what?  Three or four months, and no one is sick, but it was on my list of things I need to take care of.

 

I have rather overscheduled myself this week with that damn list.  I have on Wednesday, two dental appts for the kids, 11:45 DURING school (grrrrrr), ½ Pint’s appt for her last two shots at 4:15 and then a 4 H meeting at 7 pm that night.  Somewhere in there is Karate, and they have to go, cause they both test on Friday.

 

Thursday, there is an appt for ½ Pint to get a recheck from the last ear infection she had, then Karate.

 

Friday, put the kids on the bus at 8:30, then leave for the hospital, have lung biopsy, then send DH to get kids from school at 3:15, then be at Karate by 4 when they all test.  ½ Pint is going for her green decided belt and ¾ Pint and Pint are going for…..

 

THEIR 1st DEGREE BLACK BELT RECOMMENDED.

 

Big test.  And yes, I will be there.  I am not sure how I will feel, but I will be there.

 

¾ Pint was taken to the eye Dr. by her Mom and Dad.  She has an astigmatism. She needs glasses which she got.  They are cute as hell, and she has the little cute as heck princess glasses holder that is like a purse, and the little special rag to clean them, and her Daddy made up a little rhyme for her to remember…

 

On your FACE or in the CASE.

 

But the glasses have a little flowery pinkish sort of thingy attached to the temple. And they are cool as heck and she likes them so she wants to wear them totally all the time, which the Dr said was unnecessary LOL.

 

Of course both my girls now are telling me that they are having LOTS of trouble in school seeing anything at all.  I am surprised that they can walk down the hallway without running into large objects like, um, walls, other people etc….because according to them they absolutely HAVE to have glasses LOL.

 

I don’t even remember my first pair of glasses.  I was 13 months old.  I have the pictures, but have just grown up wearing glasses.  I hate them, but what are you gonna do?  The option is called being blind… and it doesn’t work very well in real life.

 

I thought about Lasik surgery?  But the idea of something going wrong and being REALLY blind, well, it’s not one I will entertain.  DH doesn’t understand this at all.

 

So anyway, busy week ahead.  Run all week long.  I actually prefer those kinds of weeks in a backward bizarre way.  I get bored easily.  You can only clean so much after all.  And, truthfully, I am not into cleaning.

 

I do it. Begrudgingly.  I do not enjoy it. I absolutely HATE laundry. Cleaning toilets is also not at the top of my list.

 

I don’t think I have a list anymore.  How weird.  Not working is kind of strange for me. I have worked my entire life, since I was 13 years old.  That’s a lot of years.

 

Now, home, I should be doing creative things like um….gardening or something, but it is the wrong time of year, and I don’t have the money anyway.

 

I guess I will have to invent something to do.  Besides regale everyone with the boring details of my life anyway.

 

Hmmmm.  Four hours till the girls get home.  I am thinking a nap????

 

Good week everyone!